is it my heart or feet that need help?

I was in a lot of pain yesterday and this morning and both times I asked God to stop teaching me whatever it is he wants me to learn through this process. I know that not all pain is for this purpose and just is but what I really wanted was relief. I realize now that I can think clearly that God wanted me to want Him for my relief. He always wants us and waits on us for so much longer then I can imagine. I have blisters on my feet and they needed to be drained this morning. This seems gross but yet my heart so often develops blisters on it and I don't drain them. God is showing me humility, patience and that crying is one way to drain the blisters on my heart and let Him care for me. I love God so much and He is truly the only relief to everything.